The 2018 Pinot
Chapter 20 · ~14.1k words

The cork made a soft *pop*, a sound that felt absurdly cheerful in the tense silence. Julian poured the wine, the dark liquid glugging into the crystal. It looked like blood. Not oxygenated, arterial blood, but the dark, venous kind that pools after death.
"To us," he said again, sliding the glass toward me. The stem scraped against the tablecloth. *Scritch.*
"To us," I echoed. My voice was a ghost.
I lifted the glass.
The smell hit me first.
It wasn't just grapes. It wasn't just oak and tannins and whatever else Julian waxed poetic about during our 'tasting' trips to the valley.
It was... earthy. But not in a good way.
It smelled like damp soil. Like roots pulled fresh from the ground.
And underneath that... something sharper. Metallic.
*Injection site residue.*
I stared at the cork on the table. It looked pristine. Julian was a perfectionist; he wouldn't leave a visible hole.
But I knew how he did it. I had watched him 'restore' antique furniture, filling wormholes with wax so perfectly you'd need a magnifying glass to see the repair. He would have used a hypodermic needle. Inserted through the cork at an angle. Sealed with a drop of heated wax.
Undetectable.
Unless you were me. Unless your nose was a curse that picked up the scent of medical-grade lubricant on a cork that should smell only of cork.
"Drink," he said softly.
I looked at him. He was watching me over the rim of his own glass. His eyes were dark, unreadable pools in the candlelight.
If I drank it...
The first sip would be fine. Maybe the second.
But within twenty minutes...
My vision would blur. My limbs would heavy. My speech would slur.
And then... the paralysis.
I would be awake. I would be aware. But I wouldn't be able to move. I wouldn't be able to scream.
I would be a doll.
And he would position me.
In the kitchen. On the floor. Head near the stove.
*Appearing as if she were simply asleep.*
He had written the script. He was just waiting for the actors to hit their marks.
"It needs to breathe," I said, setting the glass down.
"It's been breathing for an hour," he said. His tone hardened. Just a fraction. "I decanted it while you were... lost."
"I wasn't lost," I said. "I was fixing my makeup."
"Right." He took a sip of his wine. He savored it, closing his eyes. "It's excellent. A bit heavy on the plum, perhaps. But structured."
*Structured.*
Everything with him was structured. The house. The marriage. The murder.
"You're not drinking," he observed.
"I'm waiting," I said.
"For what?"
"For you to tell me the truth."
He froze. The glass stopped halfway to his mouth.
He lowered it slowly.
"The truth?" he asked. "About what?"
"About the renovation," I said. "About the foundation."
He laughed. It was a short, sharp sound. "We're back to the patio? Elara, please. Not tonight."
"Not the patio," I said. "The foundation of *us*."
I reached into my pocket. My fingers brushed the cold glass of the burner phone.
I didn't pull it out. I pulled out my hand, empty. I placed it on the table, palm up. A gesture of surrender. Or invitation.
"I know you're unhappy," I said. "I know I'm... difficult."
"You're not difficult," he said automatically. It was a reflex. The supportive husband script. "You're complex. Sensitive."
"Broken," I corrected. "You think I'm broken."
He sighed. He put his glass down. He reached across the table and took my hand. His skin was dry. Cool.
"I don't think you're broken, Elara. I think you're... unfinished."
*Unfinished.*
Like a house that needed to be gutted.
"And you want to finish me," I said.
He squeezed my hand. Harder than necessary.
"I want to *fix* you," he said intensely. "I want to strip away the fear. The paranoia. The noise. I want to reveal the beautiful, calm woman underneath."
"By silencing me?"
He frowned. "By helping you. By curating your environment. By removing the... stressors."
*Stressors.*
Like my sister. Like my job. Like my life.
"Is that why you fired the landscaper?" I asked. "Because he was a stressor?"
"He was noisy," Julian said dismissively. "Leaf blowers at 8 AM. It upset you."
"I never said it upset me."
"You didn't have to. I saw it in your face. The flinch. The tension."
He released my hand. He picked up his wine again.
"I anticipate your needs, Elara. Before you even know you have them."
*I anticipate your death.*
"Drink," he said again. "Please. For me."
I looked at the glass. The dark liquid shimmered in the candlelight.
I had to do something. I couldn't drink it. But I couldn't refuse.
If I refused, he would know. He would know the gig was up. And then... the gun.
I needed a diversion.
I looked at the white tablecloth. Pristine. Linen.
I picked up the glass.
My hand shook. Not acting this time.
"To us," I whispered.
I brought the glass to my lips.
I inhaled the scent of the poison. It was stronger now. The heat of the room was volatilizing the compounds.
*Bitter almond.*
Cyanide? No. Too fast. Too traceable.
*Vecuronium.*
The paralytic.
It had a binding agent. I remembered from the lab. A specific sugar molecule used to stabilize it.
*Cyclodextrin.*
It smelled faintly of... toast. Burnt toast.
Under the wine. Under the cork.
Burnt toast.
"Elara?"
He was watching. Waiting.
I tilted the glass.
And then... I let go.
My fingers spasmed. Intentional. Jerky.
The glass slipped.
It hit the edge of the plate.
*Clink.*
It tipped.
Red wine flooded the white tablecloth. A dark, expanding stain. It looked like a gunshot wound spreading across a chest.
"Oh god," I gasped, jumping up. "I'm so sorry!"
The wine dripped onto the floor. Onto the rug. The expensive, vintage Persian rug he had spent months sourcing.
Julian stared at the stain.
His face went blank.
For a second, I saw it. The real Julian. The man behind the mask.
His eyes were dead. Flat. Reptilian.
He looked at the stain like it was a personal insult. A flaw in the design.
"You clumsy..."
He stopped himself. He took a breath. He forced the mask back on.
"It's okay," he said. His voice was tight. Strained. "It's just wine. Accidents happen."
*Accidents happen.*
Like gas leaks.
Like fires.
"I'll get a towel," I said, backing away. "I'll get the salt."
"Sit down," he ordered. "I'll get it."
"No, I did it. I'll clean it."
I needed to get to the kitchen. I needed to get to the sink.
I turned and ran.
"Elara!"
He stood up. His chair scraped against the floor. A harsh, violent sound.
I ran into the kitchen.
I grabbed a roll of paper towels.
But I didn't go back to the dining room.
I went to the counter.
The bottle. The open bottle.
I needed to dump it. I needed to destroy the evidence.
No.
I needed to *keep* the evidence.
If I poured it out, he would know I knew.
I looked around.
A water bottle. My gym water bottle. Sitting on the drying rack.
I grabbed it. I poured the remaining wine into it.
I screwed the cap on tight.
I shoved it into the back of the pantry, behind the cereal boxes.
Then I grabbed the empty wine bottle.
I filled it with water from the tap. Just a little. To rinse it.
Then I poured the water out.
I put the empty bottle in the recycling bin.
"Elara, what are you doing?"
He was in the doorway.
He was holding the stained tablecloth. He had bunched it up in his fists. His knuckles were white.
"I... I was getting paper towels," I stammered, holding up the roll.
He looked at the counter. At the empty spot where the wine bottle had been.
"Where's the wine?"
"I... I knocked it over too," I lied. "In my panic. It shattered in the sink."
He looked at the sink.
It was empty. No glass.
"There's no glass in the sink, Elara."
I froze.
Stupid. Stupid.
"I... I threw it away," I said. "In the bin."
He walked over to the recycling bin. He looked inside.
The bottle was there. Intact.
He picked it up.
He looked at me.
"It's not shattered," he said softly.
"I... I meant I dropped it in the bin. I thought it shattered."
He held the bottle up to the light.
"It's rinsed," he said. "There are water droplets inside."
He turned to me.
"Why did you rinse the bottle, Elara?"
My mouth went dry.
"I... recycling rules," I whispered. "You always say... rinse the recyclables."
He stared at me.
Silence stretched. Heavy. Suffocating.
Then, he smiled.
"You're right," he said. "I do say that. Good girl."
He dropped the bottle back in the bin. *Clunk.*
"But now we have no wine," he said. "And you need to relax."
He opened the fridge.
"I have something else," he said.
He pulled out a small glass vial.
It wasn't wine.
It was clear liquid.
"A digestive," he said. "Grandmother's recipe. For the nerves."
He poured it into a shot glass.
He held it out to me.
"Drink," he said.
It wasn't a request.
I looked at the liquid.
It smelled of anise. And... something else.
Something sweet.
I knew what it was.
I had smelled it before. In the lab.
*Chloral hydrate.*
A sedative. A knockout drop.
He wasn't trying to paralyze me anymore. He was trying to put me under.
He wanted me unconscious.
"I... I don't want it," I said, backing away.
"Elara," he warned. "Don't be difficult."
He took a step toward me.
"It will help you sleep. You need sleep."
"I'm not tired!"
"You look exhausted," he said. "You look like you're about to snap."
He reached for me.
I dodged. I put the island between us.
"Stay away from me!"
"You're having an episode," he said, shaking his head. "I didn't want to do this."
"Do what?"
"Call Dr. Aris," he said. "Have you committed."
He pulled his phone out of his pocket.
"If I make this call, Elara, they'll come. They'll take you away. 72-hour hold. Maybe longer."
He tapped the screen.
"Is that what you want? To be locked up?"
I stared at him.
He was bluffing.
He couldn't call Aris. Not now. Not when the plan was in motion.
If they took me away... I would be safe. I would be in a hospital.
He *couldn't* kill me if I was in a psych ward.
"Call him," I said.
Julian froze.
He hadn't expected that.
"What?"
"Call him," I repeated, my voice stronger. "Call 911. Tell them I'm crazy. Tell them to come get me."
I took a step toward him.
"Do it, Julian."
He stared at me. His thumb hovered over the screen.
He couldn't do it.
If the police came... they would see the stove. They would smell the gas. They would find the receipt.
He was trapped in his own narrative.
He lowered the phone.
"You're calling my bluff," he whispered.
"I'm rewriting the scene," I said.
He looked at the phone. Then at me.
He put the phone on the counter.
He picked up the shot glass.
He drank it.
In one gulp.
I stared at him.
"What are you doing?"
He wiped his mouth.
"It's just anise, Elara," he said. "Just schnapps."
He smiled. A wolfish grin.
"I was testing you. To see how paranoid you really are."
He laughed.
"And you passed. Flying colors. You think I'm trying to poison you."
He shook his head.
"My poor, broken wife."
He walked around the island.
"Since you won't drink... and you won't eat... maybe we should skip to the entertainment."
He walked to the living room.
"Come here," he called. "I want to show you something."
I didn't move.
"Elara," he said. His voice was hard again. "Come here."
I walked slowly into the living room.
He was standing by the fireplace.
He picked up the remote.
He turned on the TV.
It was a smart TV. Connected to the network.
He navigated to the 'Gallery' app.
"I made a slideshow," he said. "For our anniversary."
He pressed play.
Photos appeared on the screen.
Our wedding. Our honeymoon. The day we moved in.
Smiling faces. Perfect lighting. The curated life.
But then... the photos changed.
A photo of me sleeping.
A photo of me crying in the bathroom.
A photo of me staring out the window, looking lost.
A photo of my pill bottles lined up on the counter.
He had been documenting my 'decline'. Building the case.
"Look at you," he said softly. "Look how sad you were."
"I wasn't sad," I said. "I was medicated."
"You were fading," he said. "I watched you fade."
The slideshow continued.
A photo of the kitchen. The vintage stove.
A photo of the receipt. The one in his pocket.
Wait.
Why would he photograph the receipt?
And then I saw the timestamp on the photo.
*Today. 6:45 PM.*
He took a photo of the receipt *after* he bought the accelerant.
Why?
To prove he bought it?
No.
To prove *I* bought it.
I looked closely at the screen.
The receipt in the photo... it wasn't on his desk.
It was in *my* purse.
He had planted it. Taken a photo. Then put it in his pocket.
If the police found my phone... or his cloud backup...
They would see the photo.
*Evidence found in victim's possession.*
He wasn't just killing me. He was framing me for my own murder.
"Suicide," I whispered.
"Assisted suicide," he corrected. "By a loving husband who just couldn't save her."
He turned off the TV.
The room went dark.
"It's time, Elara."
He walked toward me.
"Time for what?"
"Time to sleep."
He reached for me.
I backed away. I hit the wall.
"You drank the sedative," I said. "You said it was schnapps."
"I lied," he said.
He swayed slightly.
"It *was* a sedative. But I have a high tolerance."
He blinked. His eyelids looked heavy.
"And I only need... ten minutes."
He lunged.
He was slower this time. Sluggish.
But he was still heavy.
He pinned me against the wall. His breath smelled of anise and rot.
" ten minutes," he slurred. "To set the stage."
He reached for my throat.
I didn't fight. Not yet.
I waited.
His grip tightened.
But his eyes... they were losing focus.
The chloral hydrate was hitting him. Fast.
He leaned his weight on me.
"Just... sleep," he mumbled.
His head drooped. It rested on my shoulder.
He was passing out.
Standing up.
I held my breath.
I felt his weight increase. His knees buckled.
I sidestepped.
He fell.
He hit the floor hard. Face down.
He didn't move.
I stood over him, panting.
He had drugged himself. To prove a point? To mock me?
Or because he thought he was invincible?
It didn't matter.
He was out.
I had ten minutes. Maybe less.
I looked at his body.
I needed the keys.
I needed the phone.
I knelt down. I reached into his pocket.
The receipt crinkled.
I pulled it out.
And then... his hand shot out.
He grabbed my wrist.
His eyes opened.
They weren't glassy. They weren't sleepy.
They were clear.
"gotcha," he whispered.