The Diagnosis is Cotard's

Chapter 22 · ~11.5k words

The lawyer's visit was a masterclass in bureaucratic violence.

Arthur sat at the dining table, arranging documents with the precision of a card shark. He didn't look at me. I was the subject matter, not the client. I was the problem being solved.

"Merritt," Graham said, gesturing to the chair opposite. "Please sit."

I sat. The chair felt hard. Cold.

"So," Arthur began, uncapping a fountain pen. "We're here to discuss the... restructuring."

"Restructuring," I repeated. "Is that what we're calling it?"

"It's standard procedure," Arthur said, his voice a smooth, practiced drone. "Given the... medical concerns."

He slid a document toward me.

*Power of Attorney.*

"This authorizes Graham to make medical and financial decisions on your behalf," Arthur explained. "In the event that you are... unable to do so."

"I am able," I said. "I'm sitting right here."

"Of course," Arthur said. "But the doctors are concerned about the trajectory. We want to be prepared."

*Prepared.* Like the burial plot.

"I'm not signing that," I said.

Graham sighed. "Merritt, please. It's just a precaution. Like insurance."

"I have insurance. It's called being sane."

Arthur cleared his throat. "Mrs. Coe, if we have to go to court... it will be public. Your medical records. The police reports. The... incident at the bank."

He looked at me over his glasses.

"Do you want that?"

I stared at him. He knew. Graham had told him everything. Or rather, Graham's version of everything.

"The incident at the bank was a misunderstanding," I said. "I forgot my PIN."

"You screamed at a teller," Arthur said. "You claimed your husband was stealing your money."

"He *is* stealing my money."

Arthur didn't blink. "Paranoia is a symptom, Mrs. Coe."

He slid another document across the table.

*Asset Transfer Authorization.*

"This moves your personal assets into the joint trust," Arthur said. "To simplify management."

"Simplify," I said. "You mean liquefy."

"It protects the assets," Graham interjected. "From... impulsive decisions. Like wiring money to Nigeria."

I looked at Graham. He looked calm. Reasonable. The long-suffering husband trying to save his wife from herself.

"I never sent that email," I said.

"We have the logs," Arthur said gently.

He opened a folder. He pulled out a printout.

It was the email. The one to *prince.abubakar*.

"I didn't write this," I said, my voice rising. "Look at the timestamp. 2:00 AM. I was asleep."

"Were you?" Graham asked. "Or were you wandering?"

He looked at Arthur.

"She sundowns," he said softly. "It's getting worse."

Arthur nodded sympathetically.

"We can do this the hard way, or the easy way," Arthur said. "The hard way involves a competency hearing. Two doctors. A judge. It could take weeks. And during that time... you would be held in a state facility."

*A state facility.*

Not Northlake. A ward.

"Or," Arthur said, tapping the pen on the table. "You sign these papers. You go to Northlake voluntarily. You get better. And in six months... we review."

*Review.*

In six months, the trust fund would be empty. In six months, I would be a vegetable.

I looked at the pen. Montblanc. Black resin.

I looked at Graham.

"If I sign," I said. "Will you leave me alone?"

"We just want to help you," Graham said.

"Will you stop the gaslighting? Will you stop the lies?"

"Merritt," he said, shaking his head. "There are no lies."

I picked up the pen.

It felt heavy. Like a weapon.

I looked at the signature line.

*Merritt Coe.*

I could sign it. I could give up. I could let them win.

Or...

I could play the game.

I leaned forward.

"I need a witness," I said.

Arthur blinked. "Excuse me?"

"A witness," I said. "Someone neutral. Not you. Not Graham."

"I can be the witness," Arthur said. "I am a notary."

"You're his lawyer," I said. "That's a conflict of interest."

Arthur sighed. He looked at Graham.

"She has a point," he muttered. "Technically."

"Who do you want?" Graham asked. "Lorna?"

"No," I said. "Not Lorna. She thinks I'm crazy."

"Who then?"

I thought about it. Who could I trust? Who would see through this?

Toby?

No. Graham had threatened him.

Elena?

She was in Zurich.

Leo?

He was six. And hidden in an attic.

"The guard," I said. "At the gate."

Graham frowned. "The guard?"

"He's neutral," I said. "He's just a guy doing a job. If he witnesses it... I'll sign."

Graham looked at Arthur. Arthur shrugged.

"It's unconventional," Arthur said. "But legal."

"Fine," Graham said. "I'll call the gate."

He pulled out his phone.

"No," I said. "We go to him."

"Merritt..."

"I need fresh air," I said. "I feel... claustrophobic."

Graham studied me. He was looking for the trick.

But what was the trick? Walking to the gate? Signing a paper in a guard booth?

He couldn't see it.

"Okay," he said. "We'll drive down."

"In the Tesla?" I asked.

"In the rental," he said.

We got in the car. Graham drove. Arthur sat in the back. I sat in the passenger seat.

The car smelled of new leather and rental car sanitizer.

We drove to the gate.

The guard was there. The same one who had stopped me yesterday.

He looked surprised to see us.

"Mr. Coe?" he asked.

"Open the gate, please," Graham said. "We need a witness."

The guard opened the gate. We drove through. We parked on the side of the road, just outside the perimeter.

Graham got out. He waved the guard over.

"My wife needs to sign some papers," Graham said. "She requested a neutral witness."

The guard looked at me. He looked at the papers Arthur was holding out.

"Okay," he said. "I guess."

Arthur put the papers on the hood of the car.

"Sign here," he said, pointing to the line.

I took the pen.

I looked at the guard.

"What's your name?" I asked.

"Steve," he said.

"Hi, Steve," I said. "I'm Merritt. And I'm signing this under duress."

Graham stiffened. "Merritt, don't start."

"I'm just stating facts," I said. "For the witness."

I looked at Steve.

"If I disappear," I said. "If I die in a tragic accident... remember this moment. Remember I didn't want to sign."

Steve looked uncomfortable. He looked at Graham.

"Is she... okay?"

"She's fine," Graham said through gritted teeth. "Just sign the damn paper, Merritt."

I signed.

*Merritt Coe.*

But I didn't dot the 'i'.

It was a small thing. A tiny rebellion.

But in my family... in my banking records... an undotted 'i' meant *fraud*.

It was a signal my father had taught me. *If anyone ever forces you to sign a check... leave off the dot. The bank will flag it.*

Would it work?

I didn't know. But it was all I had.

I handed the pen back to Arthur.

"There," I said. "You have my life."

Arthur checked the signature. He didn't notice the missing dot.

"Thank you," he said.

He notarized it. Steve signed as a witness.

"Can we go now?" Graham asked. He looked furious.

"Sure," I said. "Let's go home."

We got back in the car.

Graham drove fast. Too fast.

"That was unnecessary," he snapped. "Drag him into our business."

"He's a witness," I said. " witnesses are important."

We pulled into the driveway.

Arthur got out. "I'll file these in the morning."

"Good," Graham said. "Thank you, Arthur."

Arthur left in his own car.

Graham marched me into the house.

"Go to your room," he said.

"I'm hungry."

"I don't care," he shouted. "Go to your room!"

I went upstairs.

I locked the door.

I went to the window. I looked out.

The sun was setting. The woods were dark.

I had signed the papers. I had given him legal authority.

But I had planted a seed.

The missing dot.

If the bank flagged it... if they called me...

But the phones were down.

And my email was locked.

I needed to get to a phone. A real phone.

I looked at the vent in the ceiling.

The crawl space.

The iPad.

I had left it in there. With 3% battery.

Maybe... maybe I could get a signal. Maybe I could email the bank manager directly.

I dragged the chair over. I unscrewed the vent.

I climbed in.

It was dark. Smelled of dust and old insulation.

I crawled to the corner.

The iPad was there. Under the blanket.

I pressed the button.

*Red Battery Icon.*

Dead.

I cursed.

I needed a charger.

I crawled back to the vent. I looked down into the room.

My charger was on the nightstand.

I climbed down. I grabbed the charger.

I climbed back up.

I plugged it in.

I waited.

The Apple logo appeared.

It booted up. 1%.

I opened my email app.

*Inbox (1).*

A new email.

From *elena.art*.

My heart stopped.

I opened it.

*Subject: (No Subject)*
*Body: The nursery.*

Two words.

*The nursery.*

What nursery?

We didn't have a nursery. We didn't have kids.

Unless...

I thought about the house. The layout.

There was a room. At the end of the hall. Graham called it the "storage room." It was always locked. He said it was full of old tax files.

I had never been in there.

*The nursery.*

Was that where Leo had been? Before the attic?

Or was it something else?

I crawled out of the vent. I dropped into the room.

I unlocked the bedroom door.

I listened.

Silence downstairs. Graham was probably drinking scotch and celebrating his victory.

I crept down the hall. To the locked door.

I tried the handle. Locked.

I knelt down. I looked through the keyhole.

Darkness.

But then... a light.

A tiny, blinking red light.

Inside the room.

Like a camera. Or a server.

I needed to get in.

I didn't have a key.

But I had a bobby pin.

I had learned how to pick locks for a movie once. A thriller. I needed to record the sound of a tumbler clicking. So I learned how to do it.

I straightened the pin. I inserted it.

I wiggled it. I felt for the pins.

*Click.*

*Click.*

*Click.*

The lock turned.

I opened the door.

The room wasn't a nursery.

And it wasn't storage.

It was a surveillance center.

Banks of monitors. Covering every inch of the house.

The kitchen. The living room. The hallway.

My bedroom.

And... the crawl space.

There was a camera in the crawl space.

He had watched me.

He had watched me find the iPad. He had watched me email Elena.

He knew everything.

My blood turned to ice.

If he knew... why hadn't he stopped me?

I looked at the monitors.

On the screen labeled *Bedroom*, I saw... me.

Standing in the room, looking at the vent.

It was a recording. From ten minutes ago.

He wasn't watching live.

He was recording. Archiving.

Why?

To build his case?

Or for something else?

I looked at the desk.

There was a notebook.

*Script Notes.*

I opened it.

*Scene 14: The Lawyer Visit. Merritt resists. Merritt signs.*

*Scene 15: The Escape Attempt. Merritt breaks the window.*

*Scene 16: The Finale.*

It was a script.

A literal script.

He was writing my breakdown. Scene by scene.

And Scene 16...

*Scene 16: The Finale. Saturday. 9:00 PM. Merritt attacks guests. Police intervention. Tragic end.*

*Tragic end.*

Not committal.

*End.*

He wasn't sending me to Northlake.

He was going to kill me.

In front of everyone.

"Self-defense."

"She had a knife."

"She was unstoppable."

That was the plan.

I stared at the page.

Saturday. 9:00 PM.

That was the deadline.

I had 48 hours.

I heard a sound.

Behind me.

"Do you like the plot twist?" Graham asked.

I spun around.

He was standing in the doorway. He was holding a glass of wine.

He smiled.

"I thought the 'nursery' email was a nice touch," he said. "Sent from my phone, of course. Spoofed address."

He had baited me.

He had lured me here.

"Why?" I whispered.

"Because I needed you to see," he said. "I needed you to understand the scope of the production."

He walked into the room. He closed the door.

"You're the star, Merritt. The tragic heroine."

He toasted me with his glass.

"And every good tragedy needs a body count."

He drank.

"Spoiler alert," he whispered. "It's you."

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