Finding Leo
Chapter 55 · ~10.1k words
Anxiety wasn't just a background process anymore; it was a total system override, a high-decibel shriek that vibrated through the floorboards of the simulated Volvo. I sat in the passenger seat, my lungs burning from the remnants of the restoration gas, and stared at the woman who looked exactly like me. She was standing on the porch of the farmhouse, her pearls gleaming like rows of tiny, unblinking eyes, and the satisfaction on her face was a jagged piece of glass in my throat.
"Get out of the car, Becca," my mother said.
Her voice didn't come from her mouth. It came from the car's speakers—smooth, kind, and perfectly calibrated for de-escalation. She stepped down from the porch, her movements frictionless and optimized, and walked toward the passenger side.
I gripped the burner phone in my pocket. The screen was still dark, the battery at zero, but I held it like a weapon. I looked at the dashboard, at the pixelated screen that was still rendering our recovery.
*Subject 104-B: Phase 6 Integration Pending.*
"Where is he?" I asked. My voice was a ruined instrument, a dry rasp that tasted of copper and ash. "Where is Leo?"
My mother reached for the door handle. The magnetic locks disengaged with a heavy, electronic thud that made my heart slam against my ribs. She pulled the door open and leaned in, the scent of peppermint and rain-soaked pavement drifting off her.
"Leo is safe, honey," she whispered. She reached out and touched my cheek. Her hand was cold, the skin feeling like high-density polymer. "He’s with Mark. They’re finalized the transfer for Lot 001. He’s going to be the lead Subject for the San Francisco release. No memories. No friction. Just the light."
Joy, sharp and sudden, flared in my chest when I heard his name, but it was instantly smothered by a wave of revulsion so hot it made my vision buffer. They were taking him to the West Coast. They were turning my son into a foundational data set for a new version of the panopticon.
"I won't let you," I hissed.
I lunged for her, my fingers clawing for the barcode on the back of her hand, but my motor functions timed out. The injection from Dr. Thorne was still a viscous weight in my system. I tumbled out of the car and onto the polished concrete floor, my face pressed against the cold, clinical surface of the simulation bay.
The forest was gone. The dirt track was gone. The world was just a massive, curved amphitheater of white light and blue servers.
"You always were so predictable, Becca," Diane Sterling’s voice boomed from the overhead speakers.
I looked up. The monitors on the Wall of Eyes were flickering back to life. I saw my neighbors. I saw Mrs. Gable and the Millers. They weren't rioting. They were sitting in their living rooms, staring at their own screens, watching a live feed of the room I was in.
The riot hadn't been an act of anarchy. It had been a prompt. A social engineering stress-test to see how the "Managed Marriage" release handled a total community failure.
"The neighbors are very impressed with your performance," Diane continued, her pearls a white scar against the monitors. "The engagement on the simulated stream was astronomical. We’ve already secured the funding for the Phase 5 architecture based on your resistance data."
I felt a sob break in my chest, a jagged piece of grief that tore through my throat. I was a whistleblower who had been used to debug the whistle.
"Where is Mark?" I manage to croak into the concrete.
"Specialist Vance is in the basement," my mother said, standing over me. She reached into her clutch and pulled out a small, white envelope. She didn't hand it to me. She dropped it on the floor next to my head.
I fumbled with the paper, my fingers feeling like they were encased in thick wool. I pulled out the photograph.
It showed a high-angle shot of a nursery. A new nursery.
I saw Mark. He was wearing a fresh linen shirt, the sleeves rolled up. He was sitting in a rocking chair, holding a real, cooing infant. He looked happy. He looked compliant. He looked like the man I had fallen in love with in Austin.
But then I saw the detail that wasn't in the public script.
Mark wasn't holding the baby. The baby was holding him.
Leo’s tiny hand was wrapped around Mark’s index finger, but the baby’s eyes were glowing with a steady, green light.
*Blink. Blink. Blink.*
"He’s a star pupil, Becca," Diane said. "A natural-born Architect. He’s already rewritten the biometric locks for the San Francisco hub. From the inside."
A new sound filled the amphitheater. A rhythmic, muffled thrum.
It wasn't a bass line. It wasn't a fire.
It was a heartbeat.
*Thump-thump. Thump-thump.*
The sound was coming from the servers. From every rack. From every unblinking LED. The entire neighborhood was breathing.
I dragged myself toward the elevator, my bare feet bleeding on the concrete. I didn't fawn. I didn't look for permission. I reached the glass interface and held the silver USB drive against the biometric plate.
"Gavin?" I whispered.
The glass pulsed a soft, forgiving green.
*Access Granted.*
The descent was a slow, agonizing drop into the house’s final history. The indicator didn't show numbers. It showed a single, ominous *S*.
The doors slid open to a dark, quiet hallway. The air here didn't smell of "Clean Linen." It smelled of organic lavender and woodsmoke.
I walked toward the light at the end of the corridor.
I reached the master bedroom of 104 Hydrangea Lane.
The windows were open. The Atlanta night rushed in, thick and humid. The drywall screws were gone. The grey duvet was perfectly smooth.
Mark was sitting on the edge of the bed. He looked up when I entered, and for the first time in three years, I saw a stranger. There was no "Implementation Specialist" mask. No Tech Sales warmth. Just a man who had reached the end of his user journey.
"I did it for us, Becca," he whispered. His voice was a ragged thread that barely caught the breeze. "I signed the waiver. I witnessed the transition. I even chose the mothers."
Disgust, hot and acidic, rose in my throat. "Where is he, Mark? Tell me the truth. For once in your managed life."
Mark looked at his Apple Watch. The screen was dark. He unbuckled the strap and dropped it on the rug. The sound was a dull, hollow thud.
"My mom's," he said.
He closed his eyes, a single tear tracking through the soot on his cheek. "She lives in Lot 001. San Francisco. They’re moving him at midnight. Hatcher is already there. He’s part of the escort."
"Hatcher?"
"Everyone is part of the escort, Bec," Mark said. He stood up and walked toward me, his hands raised in a final, pathetic plea. "The police, the social workers, the neighbors... they’re all release candidates. We’re all just versions of the same script."
I backed away from him. "There is no us, Mark. There’s just you and your data. And the parent company is about to close your ticket."
I turned and ran. I didn't stop to hear his reply. I ran out of the bedroom, down the stairs, and into the night.
The iron gates of The Enclave were open.
A police car was idling in the street, its blue and red lights strobing against the hydrangeas. Detective Hatcher was leaning against the hood, smoking a cigarette. He looked at me, and his face was a mask of profound, clinical indifference.
"Ready to go, Becca?" he asked.
He opened the back door.
I looked at the seat. Leo was there, strapped into a car seat that didn't have a data plan. He was asleep, his chest rising and falling in a rhythmic, unmanaged baseline of pure hope.
I fell into the seat beside him, gasping, sobbing, laughing. I pulled him out of the straps and held him so tight I could feel his heart beating against mine.
Relief was a cold, sharp air that finally reached my lungs. I looked at my son, his tiny face perfect and real, and I finally cried. Not for the cameras. Not for the metrics. For us.
"San Francisco is beautiful this time of year," Hatcher said, shifting the car into gear.
We rolled through the gate and out into the real Atlanta. The city lights were a chaotic, messy blur of unmonitored life. I looked back at The Enclave, at the orange scar on the horizon where the panopticon was burning, and I felt a sudden, glorious realization.
I was completely out of frame.
I reached into the pocket of my sundress and pulled out the small, white envelope my mother had dropped.
I opened it.
Inside was a second photograph.
It showed the back of my own head, taken from the seat I was sitting in right now.
I saw myself, holding Leo, looking out the window at the burning neighborhood.
But as I leaned closer to the small, pixelated image, I noticed a detail that wasn't in the blueprints.
In the reflection of the car window, I saw the person taking the photo.
It wasn't a baby monitor.
It was a hand with a wedding ring. A ring with a tiny, sharp hook at the top.
My own hand.
I felt a sudden, violent vibration in the small of my back.
My phone—the real one, the one Mark had wiped—lit up in the dark.
A notification from 'The Sanctuary Official Group'.
A new photo had just been posted by 'Administrator Vance'.
It was a photo of the car we were in, taken from the high-fidelity cameras of the San Francisco perimeter tower.
And below it, in the comments, my mother had typed a single sentence.
*Check the timestamp, babe.*
I looked at the date on the photo.
It wasn't July 5th.
It was July 4th.
Yesterday.
The steering wheel began to move on its own.
Detective Hatcher let go of the wheel and turned around to look at me.
He didn't have a cigarette.
He was holding a red Solo cup.
"Did you really think the exit button was in Georgia?" he asked.
And then, I saw the typing bubbles appear on my screen.
*Subject 104-B restoration 92% complete. Patching the maternal instinct vulnerability.*
The doors of the car locked with a heavy, electronic thud.
The baby cooed in my arms.
But as I looked down at his tiny, perfect face, I noticed something.
Leo was staring at the specific wall sconce that I now knew was a microphone.
Then he raised a tiny, soft finger and pressed it to my lips.